Geert Priem
Een blog over hulp voor hulpverleners geraakt door de Syrische burgeroorlog – vanuit Gaziantep in het zuidoosten van Turkije / A blog about aid for aid workers affected by the Syrian Civil War – from Gaziantep in southeast of Turkey.
A desire to cross the border into Syria
2 December
2015
Unfortunately little psychological support for aid workers exists, so I am honoured to be part of an intervention team that does just that. The people helping victims of violence and suppression should not become victims themselves.
I am on a mission for the humanitarian aid organization World Vision International, and they fortunately do recognize the impact of aid work on staff. They recognize the importance of stress management training and psychosocial services led by peer supporters and mental health professionals. The peer support intervention team is therefore made up of aid workers too. They provide psychosocial care for fellow colleague aid workers.
As an intervention team we are encouraged to share our thoughts, feelings, and reflections about our experiences on a daily basis with each other. This is a critical activity to protect ourselves against the impact of secondary trauma.
Blogging also has its advantages as for me it has become a great form of personal, self-guided debriefing.
Yesterday all World Vision staff in Gaziantep, including some of the local staff from Syria, received stress management training facilitated by Johara. In this training staff learn about different types of stress, the effect of stress on their physical and emotional well-being, including the signs and symptoms to watch out for. Lastly we were taught basic coping mechanisms. That is what pretty much kept me busy the whole day. It was good to see the active participation of staff, and the presence of senior leadership was encouraging.
Today I met an amazing, inspirational man. He is employed by World Vision International as the Relief Director for the Syria Response, which covers Syria, Turkey, the Kurdish Republic of Iraq and Jordan. He has worked all over the world to lead World Vision programmes in man-made and natural disasters.
He has a lot of experience in humanitarian aid and left the USA with his wife to settle where his help is mostly needed. He speaks passionately about his experiences in the field. In answer to the question how he copes with all the misery he has seen and dealt with in his work, he told us that his wife is his best support. He added that he always tries to find a good work/life balance and get enough sleep. On top of that he regularly goes on vacation to destress. Good advice from a truly inspirational aid worker.
Tonight I have an overwhelming feeling that there is not enough care for aid workers. We must not only care for the Syrian war victims, but also for aid workers who are assisting them.
World Vision is a global relief, development and advocacy organisation dedicated to working with children, families and communities to overcome poverty and injustice, e.g. in disaster situations such as the Syrian crisis. www.wvi.org
Contradictions...
30 November 2015
We live in strange times and we live in a
world of contradictions.
On the one hand we have world leaders at
an UN climate conference in Paris aiming to limit global warming, Tiger Woods
who says he has 'nothing to look forward to' or an uproar about King Filip of
the Belgians who was photographed sipping a cocktail at a French spa while
Brussels was in the grip of the recent terror alert.
Global warming on its own way is not less
important, but sometimes I wonder what the heck is going on with the people who
run this world.
Because on the other hand, a few thousand
kilometres away, people are fighting for their own life and the lives of family
members. People who live in gigantic fear.
Today M. was one of four Syrian aid
workers with who I had an appointment for a therapy session. I tried to help
each aid worker as much as I could and we also spoke about the future. Their
futures.
M. is an attorney and specializes in
Civil Law. He was incarcerated by ISIS for assisting refugees. Not only did the
war destroy his relationship, his home and his career, but it also destroyed a
part of him.
During his session, I realized how
incredibly brave M. is. While talking about the future, it became clear his
only desire is to move back to the country which brought him so much heartache.
He told me about his plans to help rebuild Syria and get his own life back on
track. This courageous man moved me deeply.
Today our intervention team welcomed a new
member: Olga. Her arrival has given me hope for the aid workers we’ve the
privilege working with. When I leave for the Netherlands in a few days’ time, I
can rest assured knowing others will continue caring for the aid workers as
well. At the moment our intervention team is six men strong: Johara, Maha,
Salwa, Olga, Paul and myself.
I am doing fine. Besides caring for
traumatized aid workers, we evaluate daily and we keep a close eye on each
other.
Adlai Stevenson, American politician and
statesman, was quoted saying: "Making peace is harder than making
war". I wholeheartedly agree. Peace starts with caring for others, as aid
workers do. With the collective power of actions by people like them, people
who want to change the world, we will get there.
My Reality
29 November 2015
This morning I woke up at 05:30AM. Looking out of the window of my hotel
room on the fourth floor , I noticed it was raining.
The road passing by the hotel was deserted at this early hour of the
morning. This in sharp contrast with all the commotion, large crowds and lots
of traffic yesterday during the protest.
All of a sudden I heard the sound of a siren. Scanning the
streets, I saw an ambulance with lights flashing
making its way to the freeway at high speed.
I actually held my breath to brace
myself for memories of the young boy with the refuse bag I saw in town
yesterday. I was wondering where he would be right now. Safe at home with his
parents, or…? And I asked myself which is worse: the war or the fear of it.
A therapy session with an aid worker this morning, left me pondering even
more and I formed my thoughts with care. Thoughts about leaving for the
Netherlands in a few days’ time and going “back to the order of the day”. But
what exactly is the order of the day? Is it another reality? But which or whose
reality, where and when? Does reality
exist? I guess everybody has his or her own reality at any given time and
place. I will have to accept and let go. But for now my reality is in Gaziantep
helping traumatised aid workers.
Tomorrow is going to be a busy day with four therapy sessions planned. I
was therefor happy to experience some of the Turkish culture and visit the Zeugma Mosaic Museum this afternoon. It is
the biggest mosaic museum in the world and is situated right here in Gaziantep.
From a distinctly different reality I bit you goodnight.
A relaxing afternoon
28 November 2015
This shortly after a prominent lawyer and human rights defender, who faced a criminal charge for supporting Kurdish rebels, was killed in an attack in Diyarbakir, south-east Turkey. Tahir Elci was shot while he was making a press statement.
A protest broke out shortly afterwards in Gaziantep about 500 metres from our hotel. A large crowd started gathering denouncing the killing. The finer details of the killing and the protest I did not know at this time. Beside some yelling and speeches, which I of course could not understand, it seemed to be a peaceful protest.
Police officers and two special units kept a watchful eye on the protesters. We saw a water canon which was kept on standby should the protest get out of hand, but we were able to safely leave our hotel to go and enjoy a free afternoon. I later learned that the crowd had dispersed peacefully while we were away.
The intervention team and I spent the afternoon in the city centre, doing some shopping and relaxing.
During this afternoon I tried not to be occupied by thoughts of work and war. I did relax but the protest close to our hotel and a young boy roaming the city streets all by himself, made it hard to forget.
The boy, I guess about 8 years old, was strolling through the centre carrying a black refuge bag over his shoulder. He was picking up garbage from the streets and some people passing by handed him money.
Later a Turkish man tried to explain to me what the protest was all about and why more and more people were gathering on the streets. It was hard communicating as he couldn’t speak English and I don’t speak his language. I didn’t understand much of what he said. I think he knew, because instead he showed me a video on You Tube of the shooting earlier that day.
After this clumsy conversation, I kept thinking about the young boy. I was wondering what the rest of his life will be like and if this war will ever end.
Although St Augustine* wrote that "the purpose of all war, is peace", at the end of the first week of my mission, I can’t help but thinking “what is the case with this war?”
(* St Augustine - Ancient Roman Christian Theologian and Bishop of Hippo from 396 to 430)
Don't give up on Syria
27 November 2015
The ongoing conflict in Syria has led to millions of Syrian people being displaced. Assisting refugees scattered in the region, can take a horrible toll on one's psyche, as it has on one aid worker.
À. was working in the oil branch in Syria, before his area became the stronghold of the Islamic State. As the civil war escalated and life became more dangerous, he choose to become a humanitarian aid worker helping his own people on the run for atrocities. He was captured by ISIS and detained for his humanitarian relief efforts.
I cannot mention his name, out of fear for punishment or repercussions for himself or his family members. It is believed ISIS constantly keeps an eye on him and other aid workers. They are wanted by ISIS and helping others can become their death sentence. I have noticed that the Syrian staff working for World Vision still feel unsafe, and live in constant terror in this troubled region.
My job is to help À .find a way to deal with the demons that haunt him from serving fellow humans as he is suffering from the psychological consequences. In limited time and during a war which has so far achieved nothing except bloodshed.
His story during his therapy session today, has left me speechless. His experiences during detention are indescribable. So I'm not even going to try and write these down. Words will fall short in describing the pain and suffering endured by this individual. Instead I salute his perseverance and willingness to continue his humanitarian work in an extremely violent setting.
My concern right now is that I only have little time to help him and his colleagues. This lack of time and their reality of an ongoing war situation limits comprehensive psychological treatment methods. Helping people to mitigate the effects of their traumas is pretty much all we can do.
Despite the suffering of fellow aid workers, life goes on and we concluded the day celebrating the birthday of a colleague. Personally I am doing well, and tonight I am grateful for not living in a war-torn country. I will never be able to grasp the pain people inflict on each other. As I settle in for the night I am looking forward to a free afternoon tomorrow. My thought before going to sleep is that we cannot give up on Syria. And we must certainly not give up on aid workers.
À. was working in the oil branch in Syria, before his area became the stronghold of the Islamic State. As the civil war escalated and life became more dangerous, he choose to become a humanitarian aid worker helping his own people on the run for atrocities. He was captured by ISIS and detained for his humanitarian relief efforts.
I cannot mention his name, out of fear for punishment or repercussions for himself or his family members. It is believed ISIS constantly keeps an eye on him and other aid workers. They are wanted by ISIS and helping others can become their death sentence. I have noticed that the Syrian staff working for World Vision still feel unsafe, and live in constant terror in this troubled region.
My job is to help À .find a way to deal with the demons that haunt him from serving fellow humans as he is suffering from the psychological consequences. In limited time and during a war which has so far achieved nothing except bloodshed.
His story during his therapy session today, has left me speechless. His experiences during detention are indescribable. So I'm not even going to try and write these down. Words will fall short in describing the pain and suffering endured by this individual. Instead I salute his perseverance and willingness to continue his humanitarian work in an extremely violent setting.
My concern right now is that I only have little time to help him and his colleagues. This lack of time and their reality of an ongoing war situation limits comprehensive psychological treatment methods. Helping people to mitigate the effects of their traumas is pretty much all we can do.
Despite the suffering of fellow aid workers, life goes on and we concluded the day celebrating the birthday of a colleague. Personally I am doing well, and tonight I am grateful for not living in a war-torn country. I will never be able to grasp the pain people inflict on each other. As I settle in for the night I am looking forward to a free afternoon tomorrow. My thought before going to sleep is that we cannot give up on Syria. And we must certainly not give up on aid workers.
The horrors of war
24 November
2015
After my
journey to Turkey, only encountering some delay in Istanbul, I have settled in
quite nicely. The journey was easier
than I expected and already far more
rewarding than I imagined. Gaziantep has a population of about 2,000,000
people, half of which are Syrians. One-by-one helpful residents who simply want
to be kind. The city of Gaziantep is
situated some 97 kilometres north of Aleppo, but I don’t notice much of
the war in Syria. Besides a large police presence on the highways and tight security at shopping malls, hotels
and public places the war might as well be in a country far away from here. So
I feel safe and protected.
Many and
most stories of the Syrian Civil War will never be told. A relaxed smoke break
however turned instantly into a surreal moment when a Syrian aid worker spontaneously started
telling me about his detention by ISIS for several months. Outside on a small balcony this young man
gave me the full picture of the awfulness of war. Some things he experienced
and saw, he will never forget. He was grateful for me being there, and I am
grateful for being able to help him and so many others devastated by the
horrors of war.
Momentarily
my thoughts are occupied with what the intervention team and I have to
expect, and how we can help as many
people such as the young Syrian I spoke to on that balcony, in a relatively
short period of time. I am a trained trauma psychologist and so many people
desperately need our help. I am going to
do the best I can. Our team consists of an Australian psychologist, two Arabic
speaking crisis interventionists from Lebanon and Jordan, a mission leader and
myself. Most of us speak English
however, so we get by. The last few days our team has been busy with intake
interviews, safety briefings and setting up a plan of action.
After the
initial intake interviews I expect many of the traumatised aid workers we spoke
to want to be treated. Despite my heavy workload and responsibilities back at
home in the Netherlands, it feels good to be here and to do my bit in a place
which left, and will still leave, so many scarred for life.
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